Day 500 - Can this be our Finale?

I went to see you today.

Your bike was there but your shutters shut, I couldn't tell you I figured out how to process my emotions.

While it was unexpected that I blamed you for everything, it was truly an enlightening journey to finally understand what it makes to be yourself, focus on yourself and take responsibility for your own feelings.

I am not sure if I can do it as I am still really not sure of what I am feeling, and although I have been told many times to not rationalise it, to accept it, to not intellectualise it etc, I still find it very hard to accept them.