The person I was in love in was soul-less

I'd been more clear minded recently, although the pain and crying persist.

I did wonder to myself, why was it so important that he removes and stop using my pictures.

It was because he did not stick to his end of the promise and I feel taken advantage of. 

While I care and wish he will be happy and successful, I am also well aware that he is a horrible person and I do not want to play an active roll in his success. I feel horrible in empowering his assholism.

Moreover, he is unable to truly appreciated any of my efforts. Maybe its a capability issues, he can't feel "gratitude". So you said "thank you", "I appreciate it", "I'm grateful" even though he neither feel it nor mean it. 

I literally watched him speak without a soul... I truly hope he find it one day, not in someone else, but in himself.