Mistakes

If not because I caught you lying about your whereabouts, I would believe you did love me. Those lies were intentionally told to control my reactions for your benefits, I saw through them and it really made me doubt if you ever had my best interests at heart.

Honestly, you have all rights to not love me, but it was a choice to treat me right and not exploit my feelings/friendship for your own benefits. Whether we were serious or not, friends or not, that was unacceptable. Its about your own integrity and character.

I know I was very harsh on you. I still feel bad for bashing you up over the same issues cause I couldn't walk out of the pain. Cinnamon was my way of making it up to you. Please don't expect anyone else in Singapore to pay you to adopt a cat.

I don't want you to draw the wrong conclusion, punish yourself or worse, make someone else the collateral damage of our mistakes. I rather we both learn from it and better ourselves.