My feelings and why I felt this way.
1) I regret not blocking him after the recent conversation, however, its already in the past and you should move on from your mistakes.
2) I feel worried that he is in a dire situation, this means I am someone who is compassionate, caring and kind.
3) I feel uncomfortable about caring about someone whom I felt doesn't care about me, as I felt a little dumb, but it's not wrong and its part and parcel of being a human.
4) I felt stuck as I don't know how to respond to it and chose to ignore it. But this does not remove my value as a person.
5) I felt relieved that he finally ended his blood sucking business, as it's a logical choice. I'm not gloating at his failure or misfortune.
Next Steps:
1) Ignore it and move on with life
Regret later on in life about not doing something positive. I'm concern I will self blame if he really kills himself in the future.
2) Talk to him and tell him I'm doing fine and he didn't ruin my life and that I hope things work out well eventually for him too
You might notice something or he might say something to offset your goodwill which will leave you more flabbergasted - its only telling of him as a person, and not you. You are a good person.
You might feel bad if he asked to take Cinnamon back - I will decline and insist its now his responsibility.
3) Talk to Jaime about it and see if Jaime supports my decisions or wants to go with me
Jaime blackmail me to buy him a gaming laptop - Jaime is bad
Jaime blackmail me by trying to send ridiculous text messages to his ex girlfriends - Jaime is bad
Jaime beats me up - Jaime is bad
[but Jaime is my GN1 and I love him, annoying Jaime!!]
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