An open letter to you
Thank you for taking time to talk to me last Friday. It has been a week since we spoke and I'm still processing my feelings around what happened. I guess a big part of me hoped that I would stop having feelings for you after knowing that you didn't love me the way I deserved but it didn't really worked out that way. Despite logically knowing what you did to me is unfair, selfish and irresponsible, deep down, I still have feelings for you. I know you thought the things I noticed were insignificant, but there was a point where I did feel you care about me, I remembered you swapping out my soup cause it turned cold, you would apologise within 5 mins for losing your temper at me, and you would explain yourself whenever I looked concern, those were the times you understood your actions have impact on me and it wasn't always the cold and callous competition of who is having a harder time in life. While I do wish you will be happy with your girlfriend, I kind of always wished ...